Thursday, March 17, 2011

worn out

things have not been going well for me.

i spin around and around, one foot in this life and one foot not.

on the upside, i make precious little cookies and soup and ice cream and roasted vegetables and excellent sandwiches and write music and words and take pictures

...and then i'm too crushed to get out of bed or take a shower. nothing seems worth the trouble, but yet i buy more groceries for another round of holding the wolves at bay.

mostly i don't feel like talking about it, much less leaving a written record.

the body is strong. it fights even after you pass out.

5 comments:

V.K. said...

Whoah.

I don't need to blog today. You posted my post for me.

Okay girl. I'm not going to tell you to suck it up or pull yourself up by the bootstraps. But I will say that I know how you feel, and I walked home from the grocery store just a few days ago saying, "I am still buying groceries."

As for the spinning, maybe you'd feel better if you just threw up already?

mybabyjohn said...

The world needs your cookies and soup and ice cream and roasted vegetables and sandwichs. Most especially the world needs your music and words and pictures and thoughts. You are an integral part of ALL..a piece of the source..a child of the universe.. Each one of us is part of the other. Keep on fighting. Keep on rising. Keep on shopping. Never, never give up.

Margaret (Peggy or Peg too) said...

I have no inspriational words for you flask.

Instead I worry.
May you find your sea legs and peace.
Hugs
P.

mybabyjohn said...

How are you doing flask? Just letting you know that someone is thinking of you. Hope things start to look up soon.

Karen Kaye said...

I'm praying for you flask. You are strong and I have faith you can get through this. Hold on!

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