today the depression has come to sit on my shoulder. it's not the full-bore crazy, but neither is it just sadness or anger.
it's not attached to anything and even though nothing has changed in my life since last week, i feel sad and angry about EVERYTHING and i would very much like to place blame somewhere.
i've decided that i have to go walk up a mountain and also that i have to get off the sofa and make cookies. and caramels.